This week

has by far been the difficult in my life. When I think things seriously cannot get any worse, they do. Oh, they definitely do. I’ve found the best thing to do is pray. While it’s been the toughest thing to do lately.. with everything that’s going on.. it’s helped tremendously.

 I’ve always been lucky in the fact that i’ve grown up with great parents. I never realized until lately just how much I took that for granted. 

My dad moved out two days before Christmas. It was completely random, and we were all in shock. Since then it seems like everything has changed. Probably because it has. But anyway, ever since then.. things have been so different. My dad’s not the same, and I don’t think I know him at all. He’s gotten engaged, to this crazy psychotic bad word. No joke. And now it’s just me, mom, and Laney. Which is cool.. but I miss my dad. What makes it worse is that he’s trying to buy his way back in my life. Like how does that make everything okay? It doesn’t.

And then last night I went over to his house to talk to him, and I told him I that if he’s going to stay with that.. thing.. after what she did the past week(trust me, it was bad), that I didn’t want to have anything to do with him. He told me that while he wants to be a part of my life.. I have no say to him and Michele’s relationship, and that he deserves to be “happy” and shit. While I understand that, I think he needs to draw a line when his “happiness” makes me and Laney miserable. 


sorry for complaining hardcore, but i hate talking about it. i only really talk about it to mara, but i think writing/typing it helps too. 

meggielynne:

looks so comfortable. 

meggielynne:

looks so comfortable. 

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Anonymous asked: Do it. I would. It doesn't make you desperate, you're just in love. And if you want him back so badly, you obviously haven't gotten over him for the first time, so I guess you don't need to worry about getting over him a second time. And who knows, this may make him fall for you all over again... You have more to gain than you have to lose.

Good point. There’s definitely not a future with me and him, but you’re right.. Thanks! 

So. What if your ex boyfriend that you’re completely in love with said he wants to be friends with benefits for the summer? And you just want him back. And this is the closest you’ll get. Do you do it? Even though no one can know about it. Oh and you’ll have to get over him again for the second time once summer ends.
Yeah I’m totally doing it. Damn. I’m desperate.

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I seriously think that all anyone ever needs is a good tight hug sometimes. It helps. It really does.

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